Magic Mushrooms! 🍄 ...and other stuff
Mar. 16th, 2020 05:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cronqvists Hello everyone! I've got some things to share with you all. Just a few updates on my life and what not.
The biggest thing lately is that I've been really itching to try some magic mushrooms! Or psilocybin mushrooms. You know, the psychedelic stuff. Mostly, I've been wanting to try them for spiritual and nature related purposes. I've heard from so many sources that these things allow you to get in touch with your deities and nature itself, and that the journey can often mold you as a person. That's my main interest in them. I've been scouting the local horse field in my area, along with some fallen logs and piles of wood chips for any mushrooms that may be sprouting. None so far, but wish me luck! They say they'll come to you when you most need them, and I honestly believe that.
My wedding was postponed because of the Coronavirus. I was so upset that I had to delay my wedding with my fiance. I just want to marry him already and be his official partner. I love him so much, that waiting is like torture. I was so excited too, because some of my friends were coming from out of state and it was going to be my first time meeting them face to face. They still plan on coming, but now I have to wait until this virus blows over, or at least until the people and government stop panicking so hard.
Other than that, life has been quite boring lately. I've been yearning to go out with some friends, do a little night drinking and partying like I used to do a few years ago. I miss it. Everyone has either moved away, gained a shit ton of responsibilities, or just grown distant over the years. It feels lonely, to be honest. I miss that feeling of unity, that free spirit attitude we all used to have. I'm still in my twenties, and damn it, I want to experience life to its fullest!
The biggest thing lately is that I've been really itching to try some magic mushrooms! Or psilocybin mushrooms. You know, the psychedelic stuff. Mostly, I've been wanting to try them for spiritual and nature related purposes. I've heard from so many sources that these things allow you to get in touch with your deities and nature itself, and that the journey can often mold you as a person. That's my main interest in them. I've been scouting the local horse field in my area, along with some fallen logs and piles of wood chips for any mushrooms that may be sprouting. None so far, but wish me luck! They say they'll come to you when you most need them, and I honestly believe that.
My wedding was postponed because of the Coronavirus. I was so upset that I had to delay my wedding with my fiance. I just want to marry him already and be his official partner. I love him so much, that waiting is like torture. I was so excited too, because some of my friends were coming from out of state and it was going to be my first time meeting them face to face. They still plan on coming, but now I have to wait until this virus blows over, or at least until the people and government stop panicking so hard.
Other than that, life has been quite boring lately. I've been yearning to go out with some friends, do a little night drinking and partying like I used to do a few years ago. I miss it. Everyone has either moved away, gained a shit ton of responsibilities, or just grown distant over the years. It feels lonely, to be honest. I miss that feeling of unity, that free spirit attitude we all used to have. I'm still in my twenties, and damn it, I want to experience life to its fullest!
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Date: 2020-03-20 09:02 am (UTC)And sorry about your wedding being postponed.